I never wanted to let her go; it’s funny how it all just fades away like that. I find it so upsetting that the girl I cherished the most does not feel what I undergo for her in my heart, and although I'm angry I can still say… (Even if she does not say it back) I love you more then my own life can handle. This day is the loneliest day in a long time. No one to hold when I was sad, and when I was happy (like getting an A+ on my Science and History Test) I had no one to kiss. The first day I seen her in that beautiful dress… and that gorgeous smile she had that warmed the inside and frosted the outside my body. It was so…breathtaking I thought it was a dream. I never felt this way before for anyone. I believed this girl was the one to be… NO this was the only woman out of a lot of girls that I know in my heart was going to be there for me, but once again I fucked up, and this time the girl did not say the fuck up I did. That’s what made me mad the most. I just want to know what I did wrong. I ask myself this, “Can I do something to fix this?” because I don’t want to lose her. I love her to much.